
(My brand new Newton running shoes, + my iPod sensor pouch, in still life, 2010.)
Something really weird is happening to me on my Path to Better Health and Fitness. Something so strange, that I'm actually questioning the integrity of this new thing that seems to be creeping into my every day. In fact, those who know me well will do a double take—nay, even a spit take—at the revelation I'm about to lay down here.
I like running outside.
{Cue muffled and confused crowd murmurs, with the occasional, "PREPOSTEROUS!" shout rising up from the throngs of blog readers.}
When I laced up my shoes last January, me and my treadmill were thick as thieves, we were. We ran a tight fitness ship. I had my water bottle, my iPod, my stack of Kleenex, a fan, and complete control over my speed, pace and general basement environment.
No one would laugh at those decidedly less than official runner body parts of mine. Muffin top and jiggly tushka be damned. It was just me in my own Private Idaho, huffing and puffing my way to 30 minutes of non-stop forward motion.
Then I went outside. Once.
4 miles, give or take. One morning. The weather outside was a brisk 53 degrees and sunny. And I remember thinking when I was finished: OH MY GOD, you have GOT to be kidding!
(And that wasn't OH MY GOD in the good way.)
I knew that outdoor runs would be a necessary evil if I ever hoped to get into true 5K racing shape because the last I checked, there aren't a ton of 5K events revolving around treadmills.
I was sore after that first outdoor run. My muscles felt tighter than usual. It made sense, of course. Running on a treadmill where the "road" is moving for you is going to be a whole different animal than you running at the road. Still, I liked the control and predictability offered by my Sole F63. So sure, I'd force a few outdoor runs, and that would be that.
But something kept pulling me back outside.
One Saturday morning last month, I went out for a run at 9 a.m., thinking, "Oh, 60 degrees, no humidity…perfect for outdoor running." By the time I hit the 3-mile mark, I was en fuego. I was so hot that I was convinced that with a few more strides, all that would remain of me was a pile of gelatinous goo in Lucy black and yellow.
I remember thinking, "Okay, here's yet ANOTHER reason to stay inside the basement wonderland: no weather issues." (Yes, a 60-degree sunny day for me is a weather issue.)
But after a few more treadmill runs, it came back: I want to hit that lake route again.
Now for some of you, this will seem like a no brainer. I mean, duh! How could a real runner NOT love the outdoors, right?
But see, I'm still toying with the term "real runner." It doesn't feel effortless rolling off my tongue just yet. Although I will take strength in what one of the author's of Run Like a Mother (a book I strongly recommend to anyone who is a runner or is considering it), Dimity McDowell said in this video filmed at my local Title Nine store. She said: "Anything where you're propelling yourself forward faster than a walk qualifies as a run in my book."
Fast forward to last Saturday, when I went out for a morning run with someone I never thought I'd see graciously plodding along to my right, rocking my 11-ish minute per mile pace: my husband, Dan.
Dan, a life-long runner and one-time marathoner, has been dialing way back on the running this year following knee surgery from a pretty ishy soccer injury a few years back. I figured he'd appreciate the chance to loosen up and keep me company in the process.
I was actually nervous…nervous to lace up and head out with my own husband, a man who has seen me naked on more than one occasion. I think I was afraid he'd find out my secret, that I wasn't a real runner, because my pace was slow, or my gait was awkward, or because I stuffed wads of Kleenex into my sports bra to handle my running sports nose.
But you know what? All he found out was that his wife of 18 years was able to run a 4.1 mile route from our doorstep around Como Lake and back, in St. Paul, on a cool, cloudy Saturday morning. He tooks the hilly parts of the lake route; I stayed on the flats. He ran in the dirt path, and me on the paved one. He did some serpentines in and around the trees. I stayed the straight and narrow. Every now and then, I reached over and slapped his ass. Just because I could and to date, that's just something I've never been able to do on previous outdoor runs alone.
And when it was over, I felt elated.
Me. Outside. Running.
I immediately booked a weekend run with Dan for next Saturday, hot weather notwithstanding, and I realized that not only is this something I can do, but it's something I want to do.
I share this long-winded post with the hopes of inspiring those of you who always wondered if you could do this too. If you could lace up and head out. If you were as non-sporty as me and always thought, "Nah, I can't run."
My good friend and now avid runner Donna Downey and I were catching up last week on the phone, and she reminded me not so gently of when she tried to encourage me to just get out and try it a few years ago, that my reply was, "I'm not like you. I can't run."
Now if I can just tackle the over 60-degree and sunny barrier, I'm golden.
Check back tomorrow for a very sweet running related giveaway you might not want to miss.